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TESTIMONIALS Pg 2
Spiritual Energetic
Healing
With David Isaacson
Well, I have definitely had an interesting
week. It seems that as soon as I sent the money it was "go time".
your payment communicates to spirit your serious
intent, and if appropriate and timely, we may do some healing work
ahead of time.
It felt like some sort of preparation was going on inside me. And some
strange and surreal events happened between then and Saturday. So
Saturday night I just tried to experience whatever it was and to keep
my expectations out of the way. Felt some odd things that I kept
wondering if I was imagining them, ie. a sort of (contraction?
release?) of my middle section, odd buzzing, etc.
That's the higher vibrational energies working on
you
After the intensive I allowed myself to sleep. I spent the next
couple days, of course, trying to figure out what was different. I
couldn't say exactly but did I noticed four things specifically. First,
oddly enough, there was a consistent contraction of my midsection which
is now gone and, unexpected as it is to say, it is easier for me to
stand up straight.
"Contraction" may be anger
energies.. which can distort ones posture
Second, it seems easier to look people in the eyes.
According to Chinese Medicine, "Anger" is
expressed through the eyes ("The Windows of the Soul"). Holding less
anger, it would be easier for you to look people in the eyes
Thirdly, that odd buzzing keeps popping up in various places,
solar plexus, top of my head, forehead, etc. And the biggest of all, my
mind is quieter. I can hear myself over the incessant past voice.
And perhaps I am imagining all of it, but the facts speak for
themselves. Though I must say, I don't know what exactly I
expected (as I tried terribly hard not to expect anything specific)
Good not to have any expectations.. one never
knows what is going to happen from one session to the next. Just know
that whatever does happen is appropriate, timely and needed
but I am amusedly surprised at these changes.
The healings work... and from first hand
experience, now you know
Steps forward don't necessarily get easier but they are steps forward
nonetheless. I feel more like a whole person and I will always be
thankful to you for your part in that. Thank You, Jack
I found
that I have had more energy since Sunday. It has been
noticeable...This is wonderful since this is an high stress week at
work for me. I thought you might like some feed-back on Sunday morning.
Jan:)
WOW!!! I went into a trance and
immediately I was in such bliss. The energy that was pulsating through
me was incredible. It was as if heaven and earth had met up inside me
and merged and rolled up through all that I am and then it traveled
deep into the center of the earth herself and my awareness was right
there experiencing and being a part of this powerful perfection. Janet
Unbelievable!
I have been doing so much work on myself and have been getting so much
direct divine guidance over the past three weeks or so. I am vibrating
so high now I just can't keep up with myself. I am love. Janice
Received
your healing last night. First thing: There was a communication about
money. A question was asked," Did I trust you?" I said yes and then I
was asked it again and I said I trusted and felt love for you. I felt
love and loved and it was happy and peaceful. Then I was told that I
would receive the money I need for healing. That it could come in a
large amount and to use it for healing from you. "Do not use it to get
presents for your kids, use it on yourself to send to you for healing."
OK. I was then welcomed into something and saw space or the universe. I
felt I was needed. It was very exciting and felt real. I also felt my
metabolism had something done to it. The usual powerful sensation that
I had felt in other healings wasn't there. I was thinking it was
because I took 4 Motrin at around 4pm because of a headache that
wouldn't go away that I had since that morning. I also thought the
whole healing might of been about receiving the message.... Jeanine
Received the healing on Sunday. Was a little confused with the feelings
I felt, mainly the pain. My left side felt very strange almost painful
and then my hip had sharp shooting pains in it. Then it felt like I had
a hundred hands massaging my leg towards the end. The next morning and
later on during the day I was still feeling a little vibrated from the
experience.... Jeaninie
The last healing I received from you left me with feelings of being
smart (?) It was a good feeling and one I wasn't use to experiencing. I
am an art teacher and didn't think I considered myself as stupid but
apparently I need a little help in that area.... Jeaninie
Received the healing last night. At first I could feel it in my legs. I
felt gently paralyzed and then where I had surgery started to hurt,
well not really hurt, but made itself noticed. I have just recently had
half a thyroid removed. Then my whole neck area in the front and back
felt funny. All noises I heard sounded like they were very far away.
The palms of my hands felt very full also (I am a Reiki master)....
Thank you for the attention. Jeanine
David~ It
felt like a lot of work was being done on my chest/ heart area (not too
surprising) and then I had some really sharp pain at the back of my
head, where my spine attaches to my skull. After that subsided,
then I felt a rush of energy from my root all the way up my body (and
probably out my crown). I got restless about 2/3rd the way in and
opened my eyes to see what time it was... I heard "lay back down"
'cause you were not done yet (and I was quite dizzy). Closer to 10pm(it
was about 9:53) I heard "Namaste"... and then your energy left me. I
also felt a deep love connection from you....I knew the healing was at
the perfect timing, and it has probably helped me stabilize (I was able
to breeze through the boxes of dreaded un-filed paperwork yesterday
without any emotional issues) Love and Light~ Jeannine Dygert
I enjoyed
my session very much....I experienced green and pink around me, hot and
tingly hands, hot and tingly lips tingles at the back of my head and
down the right hand side of my back. I was also nauseous for about an
hour afterwards, though alert and peaceful. In the last two days I have
experienced great clarity in thought and less emotional pull in
assessing stuff and making decisions. Jennifer
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So much to say, so little ability to get it out! I know you understand
that. The intensive itself I thought was rather uneventful compared to
the first round. Silly me. It wasn’t until the next day that things
started to become clearer and more profound.
I have had clients
who said they felt nothing or very little in a session, and think even
that was a figment of their imagination... and then later, when
something shifts in their lives,attribute it to something else they
did. This work is so much more powerful than you know - even when its
so subtle as to not be felt by the human senses,it is still having an
effect. This work catalyzes shifts on a causal level of reality, which
sets up a chain of internal and external events that will change your
life. We (our ego minds) like to think we have the ability to change
and control our fates, but nothing we do as humans can shift our lives
as much as spirit can, nothing
I do believe my session is actually still in progress.
The "formal"
healing session may be over, but the processing and integration of the
work continues. It takes time for the changes to trickle down into your
lower dimensional vibrational bodies
I really want to share but need a little more time to process. I’m
hoping I don’t forget parts as I really want to acknowledge every step.
I wrote that two days after the intensive. I’m still processing even
now 5 days later. It has been intriguing to say the least. As I write
this I am all a buzz and quite dizzy. I have had some pretty ravenous
moments which made me laugh. I went to the grocery store and promptly
ate half a pack of cookies and half a can of Pringles! Not like me at
all. I felt so shaky.
There has been a
change in your core... so everything on the periphery of your being is
shifting and adjusting. Your being is transforming from the inside out
so you may be able to embody or "manifest" more and more of your true
soul essence on this earthly dimension. This process can be a shaky
experience (rocking the boat of all your old perceptions and belief
systems), but on the other side, you will be so much stronger. The
"ultimate purpose" of incarnation is to eventually experience the
fullness of our unlimited spirit within the limitations of the flesh..
that's the Divine Experiment that is human life
Last night I was awakened by a very bright light in my peripheral
vision and a pain on my left side of my chest or breast. I got the
distinct feeling I was having some kind of physic surgery done. I
wanted to open my eyes but I couldn’t. The bright light was comforting.
Prior to this I could not fall asleep for hours.
Because of the
catalytic (causal) shifts made in our session, this made it possible
for you to move forward on your path... which allowed for other
spiritual events to come into play (in this case, that is this psychic
surgery). By doing this healing work, this laid the ground work in the
core of your being to prepare you for this other work. By breaking the
stagnation on a higher level of spirit, we opened the doorway to a
chain of inner events to occur...on and on... down and down... By
making such shifts on the higher causal planes, this may (in time) even
manifest as outer earthly changes such as positive shifts in ones
relationships, work, prosperity, physical health, and so on.... and
that's not even considering all the shifts in ones awareness and
consciousness. The shifts in ones ability to discriminate between right
and wrong,... the heightened clarity and perception of reality... the
expansion of joy and peace one feels in everyday life.... the higher
wisdom, knowledge, intuition and guidance one is able to access from
within... the healthy new choices one makes from a place of divine
desire...the positive people and events you now magnetize into your
life... And when you hit another place on your path where you are stuck
and stagnating (and there are many of these places in us all) we can do
more healing work, and this will shift, and the process occurs again.
Its like dominoes - the healing tips over the first block, and things
start to fall into place
As for the session it was unremarkable compared to the first session.
Don't compare -
each session is different.. and also, don't judge a session by what you
feel or don't feel. Our limited human awareness cannot know what i s
happening, but that doesn't mean something is not happening, only that
we are not aware of it. This is where trust and faith in the work (and
in spirit) comes in. No matter what you feel or don't feel of the
session, you must trust that something is always happening. If a
clients does enough work with me, in time, they all come to know this.
Anytime you are doing this level of work, its going to be hard to tell
whats going on (its par for the course). You are stuck somewhere in the
forest between tall trees and cannot see the path beyond your immediate
foot steps, Spirit designed it this way for a good reason - most
likely, so that we may develop faith and trust. If you are going to
move forward on your path (at this stage of it, that is), faith and
trust in the healing work, the healing process, and the healer... is an
important requirement... in a deep way, it is an exercise in being able
to eventually, have faith and trust in your own Higher Self, in Life,
and in God
I almost wondered if it happened at all. I saw a few flashes of images
like Easter Island heads, a whole lot of martial arts people and an
Asian looking woman in platinum/goldish and red dress (Chinese or
Japanese perhaps?) I can see the fabric very clearly and the unusual
folds on the dress.
<In each one of
us, there are major universal themes that run like threads throughout
one lifetime after another.. and this one theme may take on just one or
any number of different energies and vibrations. In a healing session,
when one issue, with the same energy and vibration,runs through
different lifetimes, images of these lives may flash by, often too fast
to be aware of them all. The few your mind remembered, you wrote about
here ("Easter Island heads", "martial arts people", "Asian woman")
I woke several times during the hour and a half and felt unsettled.
As these past lives
and their issues were unfolding, the old emotions associated with these
lives (stuck in your energy field and soul) were being felt and
processed out
I had the thought that there was resistance on some level
No one likes to
feel these old unpleasant emotions, which is why we stuff them inside
our beings so tightly... yet to be clear, we may have to feel them
again (up to a point) while they are coming up and out of our being
and I kept trying to relax and let go.
and that's about
all we can do here - let go and let Go
One image that was very clear was my daughter standing in her school
uniform looking at me and saying ‘Mummy I’m so tired’. I didn’t know
what to make of that other than to acknowledge that she has been tired
all her life with sleep issues and a disinterest in reality. She is 13.
This would prove to be very important. I also saw myself trying to
break through a bubble of gunk. Perhaps it was body fat – I don’t
really know. Kind of like a bubble of putty. I don’t think I did.
In the case of body
far, when we have energetic and subconscious resistances, the body
reflects them within our physical structure (consciousness rules
energy, energy rules matter). So when we have a physical condition,
symptom, illness, or disease, these things invariably are caused by
factors that originate on the higher dimensions of our being. So, we
can spend all our efforts on trying to cure a disease (by treating the
symptoms) but if we don't treat the cause, the symptoms will crop up in
our lives in other ways (like the multi-headed hydra that Heracles
fought - cut off one head, and another takes its place). Any healing
requires patience and trust, especially when the physical symptoms
remain, ones faith can be shaken... but this is when faith is most
called for - when it is put to the test. Yet, our ego minds want
tangible, demonstrative proven results, and most times, life is a faith
walk through a dark tunnel with nothing but our intuition and feelings
to lead us (the Apostle Thomas didn't believe until he put his hand in
Jesus' s side - would you ?)
After the hour and a half I had no understanding of any of it and
decided never mind– this one was not for my head to get involved.
We will rarely
understand what happens in a healing. Its better that way, otherwise as
you said, we don't want the head (our ego minds) to get involved (it
already runs a good part of our lives... the last thing we want it to
do is control the healings). The deepest healings we will never
understand, but if by some chance you have figured it out, then chances
are that such a healing is not happening on the deeper levels, but is
actually a mind exercise rather than Divine Grace stepping in
The fascination came the next day. My daughter was dragging her feet as
she always does. She was dressed and ready to go but she just couldn’t
get out the door. Then she stood in front of me and said ‘Mommy I’m so
tired’, just as I had seen and heard in the meditation. I decided to
let her stay home. I had had a major gastric purge the day before the
meditation and convinced myself that she was having a bout of the same.
Still not connecting the dots. That morning we sat on the couch talking
and I felt compelled to do a body balance on her. (I use kinesiology
among other techniques). What came from the balance was that she needed
to clear an event that happened when she was 1 or 2 years old. Long
story short, it was an entity that we had identified in the past as ‘a
bear’. She had seen this bear many times and it had frightened her. She
often said it was looking in her window at night even when the curtains
were closed. One time we went on holiday and she said the bear jumped
on the back of the car and came with us. I thought we had cleared this
entity many years ago as we did a session and sent it to the light. So
again I began to try and help rid her of this bear when it was told to
me that I had to take this entity back as it was never hers.
Interesting that
you thought you had already cleared this Bear Entity, yet it was still
there after all these years. This is often the case when one works on
oneself... there is still part of the limited mind involved when
working from the self verse allowing the Higher Self and God to do the
work. There may of course be a clearing on some level of the mental
body, but on the higher more causal levels, the main issue remains and
will recreate itself at some point in the future. I find this a lot
with people who do their own healing... For ex, someone may cut an
energy cord, and then think the situation is resolved, but fail to ask
why the cord is there in the first place, only to later find that it
has later been recreated. It is the deeper causes that are harder to
clear up simply by cutting off and energy... or simply by using ones
mind though affirmations - using ones own mind and its limited
resources, you are using limitation in order to clear limitation...
this is why a successful treatment is one that works from the highest
dimensions of the causal (then when one resolves the causes at the
root, then the weeds will eventually die off). But in all fairness, we
also hold many similar issues on many different layers of our energy
field. So when one level is cleared, we may find the same issue crops
up again and again... And then one wonders Hey, i thought this was
already cleared ?" Yes, it may have been cleared up - one that one
level... but now its emerging from another place on another level of
ones energy field. There are many layers (like a tree and its rings)and
each layer has a slightly different energy and vibration... they may
all look and feel the same, but there is a slight difference. A healing
may clear up a particular issue as it manifests in one past life time,
but it may still be present in another life time, or even a life time
spent on a totally different dimension. What I am trying to convey here
is that a particular issue cannot simply be cleared up by working on
one level, but must be peeled away, layer after layer. What you report
about this bear entity may be one of those cases.. so don't be too
surprised if this same issue comes up again.. esp if it exists on
another level we have not yet worked on
She had been holding it for me for many years and this was the source
of her fatigue. It was a choice she made and her gift to me but that I
had to take it back now. Perhaps on a spiritual level she knew that I
would not be able to handle this entity or whatever it was until I
reached this point in my own healing journey. I was incredibly humbled
by her gift and immediately acknowledged the bear and took it from her.
Though you
initially asked about healing for your daughter, I see that it is most
often the parents that must first be healed, as they are often the
causative influences in why their children are ill. Our children (and
pets) often take on their parents issues, being as they are not strong
enough to resist our energetic projections (the Bible speaks of this
saying that "the sins of the parents are passed down to their
children"). The work needed here is considered "Ancestral Healing".
Anyway, now you can see that when you received the healing work, your
daughter benefited from it. Just goes to show that when we take
responsibility for our own healing, it can affect all our
relationships, our children, our ancestors, our pets, our friends, our
environment, our nation, our world, and so on
I then made peace with it in my mind and out of what seemed to be a
Karmic debt, I helped this bear return to the light. This definitely
seemed like a Karmic debt. I was then made aware that I also had karmic
debt with my daughter and that I needed to ask for her forgiveness. I
did that and she more than willing forgave me. I think this links back
to something she said when she was about 2 or 3 and I never understood
it. She said, Mommy, why did you leave me on that beach in that cave
alone. I’m now wondering if that’s not when the bear showed up. I can’t
remember. So wow! What an unexpected but powerful event. Oh yes
and the rain…. it kept on coming and coming and coming. So much rain
that we had flooding all over the north island. People are calling it
the 150 year floods.. I wish now I had gone out in it and danced!!
I have had my share
of clients say that nothing happened to them in a healing, yet they
happened to notice the birds were singing, and the wind was blowing...
and now you say - rain. But you see, its all connected - everything
that happens in a healing is connected to everything else, inside and
out. Sure, in some session, you might not feel a big blast of energy,
or see some inner light show, or feel blissful, or whatever your
expectations of what a healing "should" be....but know that whether you
are aware, understand, comprehend, or know of it or not, something is
always happening in a healing. The healing event may not be occurring
on an energetic level but on a higher etheric causal level of
consciousness. And in this case, just noticing the rain in a way you
were not aware of it before, (no matter how insignificant your ego mind
may interpret that to be) may mean that your consciousness has expanded
that much more than it was before (and when it comes to consciousness
shifts, even a little bit is a big deal). Each healing session you
receive creates a bit more clarity that will in time makes a Huge
difference. But keep in mind that in the beginning of your healing
journey, these changes all happen in increments and is very hard to
perceive (except in retrospect). But if you don't do the work, it will
not happen at all. .. When you first do the healing work, the outer
circumstances of your life may not dramatically change, but if your
perception of it does, this means that the quality of your life - your
capacity to experience the subtle nuances of a flower, a sunset, a
smile, a hug, a joke, the taste of food, a smell, your children's
laughter, or ones feelings of love... all these subjective experiences
are enhanced. We may always be poor, get old, be single, or have humble
positions in life, but if we can experience life with an enhanced
awareness, we are rich beyond compare. Life is here for us to enjoy the
fullness of it with all our senses, yet we all have burdened our senses
with so much stuff... so even if we get that perfect job, or perfect
partner, or have all the money in the world... if we cannot be fully
present and enjoy it with clarity and depths of our whole being, we are
really losing out. This healing work is here to help you reclaim and
experience a heightened quality of awareness of life
So since that happened, I got the feeling my healing session was not
finished. Once I tried to turn on the tv for about 15 minutes it would
not work. Miffed I gave up. I then sat down to write this and simply
could not. So I thought maybe I need to go lay down. I did and very
definitely felt more energy work took place. I felt like the left side
of my head was gone then the right and then the top. I looked at my dog
on the bed and his head seemed to disappear. In fact the whole duvet
seemed to go all watery like it wasn’t solid.
According to
Quantum Physics, most of physical reality is made up of empty space.I
think you experienced this
I felt like I had a peaceful drift before coming back to my body
and getting up refreshed. I went to the tv and turned it on, no
problemo! So today I am finally able to write it all down. I hope it
wasn’t too wordy or weird and you find it interesting. Jennifer
About a half hour before
session... I could feel Spirit was preparing me... and I felt sick,
weepy, like my head was too heavy. I laid down on my bed to prepare...
and I felt that this was going to be a time of letting go of something
huge. In particular... my ingrained belief that I don't deserve what
God wants for me. Its almost like I knew someone, in Spirit, was right
there... leading me to a little place in my mind and telling me....
"you don't need this anymore".... "let it go". I cried and felt love in
my heart that I hadn't felt in a long time.
We are
all masterful escape artists. Its out nature to avoid resist and deny
the contradictory uncomfortable, dark and painful feelings thoughts and
memories we hold within. Yet it is in these hidden suppressed areas
that lie our greatest gifts. In this healing work, through the power of
our combined spirits, these areas are pointed out to your souls
awareness, allowing for a more grace filled, easy and rapid healing.
THEN... as soon as 2:00 rolled around I could feel energy pooling
through my body... out my feet... aches in my hands... and then I could
actually feel things in my body MOVING... like blood and bubbles
streaming and letting loose. Then.. I felt horrible discomfort... like
my head was sooo heavy and I couldn't hold it... even though I was
laying down. ... at this time... I had a glimpse of (now... this may be
due to the fact that I LOVE Lord of the Rings, and, also... maybe you
in Spirit have some connection/ symbolism with Wizard) of a Gandoff
figure using his staff and saying powerfully.... "you shall not pass".
Cords and chains and strings that were attached to me... for a good 30
minutes.... I kept seeing this great figure fight them off. And then
there was calm. And this is when I would sense and image a "David"
Spirit comforting me and telling me (not even in words but in
communication that was beyond that)... that it is over... its okay.
I had a vision of the energy I was dealing with.. and certain "chance
happenings" that happened over the past year popped into my mind... and
although I wanted to know exactly why/who/how.... inside I knew it
wasn't as important as me knowing just this: YES.. those intuitions and
synchronicities do matter... but I don't have to know exactly why...
just that I need to pay attention and be aware. And things will work
out, etc.
I also could see why ... much better than before... why we need another
(YOU!) for healing... who has gone much further on the path and has
more of a "love space" to work these things out... As I have
awakened... yes... I have the desire in me to be filled with Spirit
completely... yes... I want to be a vessel for God.. yes... I can see
that I need to accept what I have "started".... but I "got it" that
"me" is attached to MANY others who are not as open to leaving
everything behind. And when one pulls "up"... all that I was attached
to... pulls to remain what it was.
I first was drawn to question all my former teachings of the Christian
church (although now... I can see they were very good in and of
themselves... but when they take over... they become a prison)....
then... I was lead to the teachings of Eckhart Tolle.... read his books
over and over... practicing "being in the moment" and "accepting the
moment at hand". I think that I misunderstood some of his teachings...
thinking that asking for healing wasn't accepting the moment. But I get
it now... if we want to be free of the shackles that held us... and we
are one of the only ones pulling "up"... we are going to need another
person to come from above and help lift.
There are soooo many other things that happened... like the fact that
the person (that may be attached to the entity I was dealing with)... I
was meeting with just an hour after the session. And instead of feeling
fear.... I pictured I was Kung Fu Panda... when he realizes the "bad
guy" is only an illusion, and bounces off his big fat belly. AND... I
knew that I had the help of angels around me.. that your Spirit had set
me up for success. While meeting with her (and now... I understand
it... as not really "her" I have a trouble with... but the illusions
she is connected to).... I could feel me getting nervous... and THEN...
I felt strength in my stomach... like my stomach muscles were getting
strengthened... (which this is the "power house" I was having the most
trouble with... giving myself away).
Also... I forgot to add one thing about later that night.... creative
thoughts were flowing again! It's like I could look at the earth and
appreciate it so, and also see how my life was like a tapestry woven
with all these specks of grace and people leading to "MORE" ... and
words and phrases and creativity would just "pop" there! And I had a
knowing-ness I would write this life down one day... and that in fact
we are ALL creators! And there is a joy that was coming back to me...
of CREATING and living life!! And even though part of me winces at the
fact that I may have to keep up with more of the work and look at MORE
tough stuff in myself... experiences like this build on my faith that
YES... I can get through it (and have a joy that is almost
unspeakable)... and I don't have to do it alone (nor COULD I). love,
Jenny
Last
Thursday I really *REALLY* enjoyed myself - went deep and floated as if
receiving a massage.
My session
was great - felt a deepening/expansiveness of being. Jerrold
Well, I put
everything aside and rested quietly during the half hour. With that
said, my experience during this time was also quite intense - beginning
with a sense of having a flash light probing, searching...and a moment
of tears as I felt I was missing something!(?). Thank You, Jesse
I thought I had a great team in place guiding me down the path through
this stuff!.... You're the icing on the cake!!! I'm pretty fortunate.
Jesse
Around 6:50
I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes, grounding and centering
myself. A little later, I started feeling very light and felt something
from my hands, although I can't exactly remember what. I can't quite
remember what else happened, but I remember falling asleep after that
and dreaming something that involved 3 of the beetles, young, in a
walmart-like place, talking to a friend of mine and one teaching me a
riff. Afterwards, the same one (John, methinks? Had long hair..)
lectured me on breath control/usage when one sings. Generally, I feel a
bit lighter, a bunch cleaner, and a whole lot more joyful and
passionate. Thank you~ Sincerely, Jessica L
Just to let
you know that the session was powerful! I could feel a vibration up and
down my spine, and,sometimes a band of pressure in my head, and
sometimes, a nice warmth in my chest, and then I fell asleep about 4
times for short periods,and when the session was over I felt cleansed.
Thank you so much. Joe
THANK YOU
SO MUCH !!! first, i felt very relaxed - i felt as physically tired but
my mind was very clear i felt i have to lay just on my side.. suddenly
i felt my closed eyes moving very rapidly.. funny feeling. and
something in my neck, i had to straightly move my neck suddenly - and
all the time i felt so warm ! even my usually so cold feet felt warm
-amazing.. afterwards i fell asleep very deep asleep - and after that
session i have become more and more as myself ! i have got more new
self confidence, as i had lost myself...i totally lost my own force.
now, this healing has started something inside me. i want to be me,
myself. i think that this is the only way to heal myself. start to love
myself. otherwise, nobody can help me. now,i am open to brand new me,
welcome, it is just me, sorry i lost the connection.. as i said that
saying before, nothing else you can change but yourself.. i am,
interested in when i can stand still in my own feet.
THANK YOU , MANY THANKS !!! I AM VERY GRATEFUL TO YOU !!! BLESSINGS !!!
Johanna Loukusa (Finland)
I think I
am getting the hang of it working with you. What I did this last
session that felt so right, was to just be in meditation with the
breath. letting the thoughts come and go and returning to the
breath,nothing to do but be aware of the breath. Their was a lot of
energy once again running through my body in the form of kria's,
usually a lot of shaking of the head, but also this time it moved down
to the base of my spine. I had a very powerful experience with the
palms of my hands, I feel that the energy centers in them opened to a
new level, they became very hot for sometime. I am grateful for our
work together.... I also spoke with my friend ___, I had a good laugh
when she told me about her session with you, no two sessions area like
and no two people are alike.... I am grateful to be me, and I am
grateful that you are you, and that we are both so much
more.....Blessings. John Ananda
Again just focusing on my breath, pulling back my attention each time
the mind takes it away, experienced some body kria's, and then in about
the last half hour, I raised my hands up over my head and then they
started to move towards the prayer mudra, as my hands slowly started to
come together, the closer they got it was like they were holding a ball
of energy between then and they couldn't come all the way together, my
hands started to have a tingling sensation running through them and
then finally I brought them all the way together, and just sat in a
very deep space of stillness. As I remember in the last session I
experienced an opening in my hands as well. I also had the experience
this time that after the body Krya's stopped that it felt like they
were continuing on the inside with no physical movement on the outside,
something was moving around and shifting beneath the skin. Don't know
what it all means, but it feels right. Thanks so much. John Ananda
Thank you
Great Spirit which flows through David Was a powerful session. I was
laying down at six thirty,and woke about seven twenty could rally feel
the energy moving in my heart center, experienced a lot of shaking in
my body which I am familiar with. The words " I Am light now
manifesting " ran through for a while, then "I Am receiving the Light,
I Am receiving the healing "ran through me for a while, then I enter
into a very deep place of no thought, had never experienced it like
that before. Then some much more intense body movements, in the end a
very strong Grandmother Presence came over me and I acknowledged myself
as a Wisdom Keeper. The last half hour I laid back down and gave
thanks. It was a very profound experience for me, and I look forward to
climbing to the top of this Mountain. Om Shanti Om. John Namaste David,
For me the process is to surrender, no expectations . Every session is
different. Lots of energy running through my body, drifted a little in
and out of sleep. Blessings. John
I just felt
like a lot of energy in my body to the point were it almost felt like
the process of getting my body 'numb' or 'goosebumps' (I can't find the
exact word in English, sorry) but not to that extent...first were my
arms, and then the chest area, legs, head... it was noticeable but
quite subtle. I've no idea if that makes any sense, or if it actually
was something I made up during the session.
You can't make this
stuff up. This experience happened as a result of the healing work.
If I did this session correctly, please let me know. Thank You!
Jose
Because you are not
doing anything but receiving, you cannot do the session incorrectly...
Spirit does all the work - you do nothing, and that's what makes this
form of healing so easy and effortless - there is no doing - there is
no complicated practices or forms or rituals or anything... its all
about "Grace". My task as a healer is to help you open up so that you
may receive more of this Grace from Spirit than you normally would on
your own. As Jesus said, "when two or more are gathered, there am I".
I sat
outside in a chair.... A few mosquitoes bit at me at first. I really
did not feel any physical sensations,
I am sure things were happening
on other levels. Often our physical beings are the last to notice the
shifts. If you receive more work,your awareness will open up and you
will be able to notice more. But these changes take time, and we
can only do so much in a free mini session. Many people get the notion
that they need to feel the healings in a big way (in each and every
session) for the work to be effective, but that's not true. It all
depends on where you are at in your process. Everyone gets what they
need in that moment, or at least, what they allow and empower Spirit to
do with them - ie. what they are open and ready to receive.
but was thinking thoughts of the unity of everything, including my
unity with the mosquitoes and then it really seemed as if they were not
biting me anymore. I know that whatever happened was for my good. Joy
Dear
Merlin(David), Thanks for the Healing. I felt it enter my inner core
and vibrate, like an earthquake inside, but pleasurable. I had a
knowing about healing any dis-ease and burning karma so that I can be a
clear vessel for God's healing. I thank you for being my teacher.
Namaste. Judith
David does
a great job working with spirit to transmit healing energies to people.
I have seen first hand how powerful this work is. Don't let the
illusion that it comes from "remote" fool you. When I did sessions, I
usually had my deepest meditations and could really feel my light body.
In addition to the healing energies, David has been a constant friend
and guide on my path. Even when your going through hard times on your
healing journey (believe me it does happen a lot), he is there to help
and support you to the best of his knowledge through it. His counsel in
the past in and of itself has been worth it. If your serious about
cleaning up the shadow aspects of yourself, then this healing work will
help you. I've worked with quite a few healing modalities in the
past, including Reiki, and this is by far the most powerful healing
work I have come across. Peace on your journey. Justin
Hi David.
It's taken me quite a while to continue our communication, but my shift
was deep, powerful and I wanted to completely honor it. Now, I feel
terrific and ready to continue my exhilarating journey. Thanks for your
help. Kari
I waited a
few days for my feedback following my Sunday evening session to get a
feel for the overall effect: Didn't notice anything during session (Not
unusual.) Definite Healing begun in Important Relationship (Greatest
Blessing of all, and integral to other advances. I am Truly Grateful!)
Slight improvement in several physical problems. Have been going
through some pretty wild times and handling it quite well. Find myself
more comfortably trusting and surrendering into what Spirit sets before
me. Slight improvement in emotions and general attitude. Thanks and
Gratitude to your Spiritual Healing Team! Keep Shining! Karl Mohr
Dear Merlin, Thank you for the
healing. I didn't feel anything, as you explained, but later that
evening broke down in tears with my mentor, regarding whether to
continue my business without operating capital. I was in a place of
fear, and don't feel well today. I think I'm going through my dark
night of the soul, and your healing may have accelerated it, which is
good, cuz the sooner it's over and I can move on, the better!! Anyway,
thanks again! Kathleen
Wow! I felt you immediately when
you started. It seemed to go on forever. Last I knew it was 12:15am. I
believe I felt everything. I felt the cords being cut, I felt heavy
things like chains and armor? being removed from me. I experienced some
pain, nausea, at times I felt like crying, at times there were sexual
feelings going on. I didn't see much, except a blur once in a while. I
felt a lot of things coming out of my nose, some of it quite painful. I
also felt, what seemed to be, cleansing of my chakras. I know there was
difficulty with the heart chakra, especially the back of it. David, I
believe I know who is bringing me all this negativity. Ten years ago,
out of bad judgment, I had a relationship with a guy who called himself
a shaman from Ecuador. I broke off the relationship when I realized
what was happening but then it was too late. Let's just say, I was
totally numb to my body until just recently when I had some cranial
sacral work done. After that, all Hell broke loose! I thought I could
manage it on my own, but I think that made matters worse. I slept very
well last night, but then again this morning, I'm feeling things in my
body. I'm off balance, my 3rd eye feels full and the left side of my
face is heavy and almost numb, my head feels heavy and there is
pressure on the left side of my head and my thinking is fuzzy. My house
is full of negativity, and I smudged it with sage. I feel he is not
giving up so easily. I was told he meditates on me and thinks of ways
to hurt me. I believe he is trying to destroy me in every which way, if
not outright kill me. How do I handle this? What can stop him? Am I
going crazy? I would appreciate your input. Thank you so much. You are
a blessing! Kathy
Wow! again. Another great session. When you started the healing
process, I believe I was being "invaded" by that person. As soon as you
came in, however, I felt he went out with a bang. Then the healing
began. I believe I felt all of it. A lot of stuff was coming out of my
nose. Some very large (whatever it is) and very painful. the continuous
work in and around my left breast was intense, and sometimes quite
painful. There also was quite a lot going on on my upper back and around
the back of my left arm. When the stuff was removed, it was also quite
painful. But I'm so glad it's gone.... I felt myself taking a deep
breath (a sigh of relief?) after each removal. As some stuff (cords?)
was being removed, I felt a pop and then a dropping sensation. It felt
like a lot of work was being done on my face, mouth, jaw, third eye.
There is a strong telepathic connection with this guy through my 3rd
eye. It also feels like I channel (him?)through an entry point on my
left cheek. So it felt like you picked up on that and cleared it. There
also was a lot of work done on my lower body, particular in the area of
my rectum (very uncomfortable!) But I also felt it in my bladder, colon
and intestines. Some sexual stuff going on as well. I felt some work
being done on my head (and brain?) and neck, but I feel there is more
to do in that area. This morning, I feel some of the same sensations.
Popping, dropping, a lot of pressure in my head and 3rd eye. Some pings
on the windows or walls, as negativity leaves me. As I sit at my
computer, I feel myself being lifted with a floating sensation. After a
while, I feel pops and I drop again. There is also some activity around
my solar plexus, left side, the back of my neck and legs. It seems like
he is not ready to give up the fight! David, it amazes me that I was
able to function (barely),with all this negativity in and around me.
Again, thank you so much for your work. I don't know what I would have
done if I hadn't found you. I feel like you've given me my life back.
Thank you again, Kathy
Another intense session! This time, there was a lot of emotional stuff
coming up. At times I felt anger, alto of rage (I was sexually
abused/sodomized by my father at a very young age), sadness, despair.
At times I was crying. I heard the words "just kill me" and " I want to
die", or "I'm going to go crazy", but I'm not sure if that was coming
from me, or if they were projected thought forms (probably both). It
feels like layers are coming off me. It also feels that there are nets
(spider webs?) around the layers, and I can feel you pulling them off
me. The real surprise was the boa constrictor. I very often felt a
crushing sensation around my chest, so now I know the reason. I also
saw snakes in and around my head. Now I know why I was feeling so much
pressure in my head. At times I couldn't remember things, I couldn't
think straight, words would not come to me, etc. When I was working, I
couldn't think straight. I think he was trying to get me fired. I
wonder if he was projecting Alzheimer's or dementia?I also wonder what
other creatures were/are inside me. I always felt as though he wanted
to kill me, and now I think there is proof of that. Would he have
succeeded? Towards the end, I saw me going out on a stretcher. I think
it was an ambulance, or was it a hearse? Am I feeling or sounding like
too much of a victim? I know that like vibrations attract like, so it
seems I played a substantial role in all of this... The more work we
do, the more things come up for me. I suppose this is natural. I don't
feel as elated after this session....Just sadness.... Thank you again,
for your wonderful work. I know there are many sessions ahead of me so
please let me know when I'll be ready for the next one. You are a
blessing! Kathy
I’m not sure what to say about this last session, except for the fact
that I really know what the meaning of the phrase “uptight” is. I
literally felt as though I was being stretched and pulled away from my
body, and my central nervous system felt like it was in overdrive. In
fact, I’m still feeling that way today. My jaws are clenched, my
shoulders are raised and electricity (tension) is running up and down
my spine. At times I feel like I will explode from all the pressure. I
still feel myself being pulled upward, but then something pops and I
fall back down again. Negativity is leaving as I hear the pinging on
the walls and windows. I also feel very spacey and lethargic. I don’t
think I can handle any mental or physical activity today. When I try to
think, the right side of my face feels numb and I feel pressure on the
sides of my head and back of my neck. I feel I am being pulled upward
in these areas. It feels almost like being in a tug of war with myself!
The best thing was the absolute amazing feeling of being in a total
free fall. I experienced that feeling twice in the session I believe
that was myself “getting it together”. In addition to all this pulling.
I also felt a lot of cutting. I believe one time I saw someone with a
pair of scissors cutting away.... At one point I was feeling anger and
then impatience. I wanted this whole thing over and done with. I also
was beginning to feel outrage at the situation I find myself in.
How could this be happening tome? It is also beginning to hit me now as
to just how messed up I really am. I feel shame, anger, embarrassment,
stupid, blah, blah, blah. I’m just trying to deal with the reality of
all of this. Thanks, Kathy
As for this last session, I felt a lot of cutting and some sawing. I
saw someone in a green surgical outfit just shaking his head as he was
about to cut (that bad, huh?). It felt like the cutting was taking
place closer to my physical body, and not “out there”. I know a lot of
work was done in and around my face… nose, jaws, mouth, teeth, neck,
3rd eye, etc. These are tough area for me. I know some work was also
done in my lower body, as well. A lot of sexual stuff, etc.,etc. There
were also some significant dropping sensations, together with the
cutting/sawing. All in all it felt like a good session. In fact, at the
end, I asked if you were through, and I saw someone in the back seat of
a truck waving goodbye! That was cool!.. The only disappointing thing
was when we were through, I immediately felt a hard thump on the back
of my neck, and I was connected again. The sensations are not as
strong, but they are there. There is a lot of pressure on the left side
of my chest, around the lymph nodes. I know my vitality is being sucked
away. There is a lot of desperation to it, as though
someone’s/something’s survival depended on it. I even have marks in
that area. So it seems we are taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back.
As I write this, the sensations get stronger and more hurtful. It seems
that this thing is with me now taking it all in. It wants me to know of
its presence.... Kathy
Well that
was very subtle and I feel not fully impacted yet. It felt like I was
being purged, especially in the energetic bodies, difficult to
verbalize actually. I could feel energy moving around in the physical
as well but also in a very subtle way. Felt things going on around the
heart area and sometimes it felt like I was floating or rocking. I
drifted off at one point only to be awoken by a kind of pulsing in the
body....There seemed to be a change of 'pace' in whatever was going on,
every fifteen minutes for the first hour and half. My stomach was
gurgling, and at the end I was burping and yawning which for me is
always a sign of things happening energetically.... I just want to add
that before the session started I was feeling a bit apprehensive with
the idea that there was no turning back now. I had this same feeling on
the way to getting transmissions in a class some six years ago, as if I
knew then, on a higher level, that my life wouldn't be the same again,
which in fact it wasn't, but in a good way though. Keith M.
Hello David, I'd been thinking I should contact you but didn't know
what to tell you about what has happened since that session. But I'll
try. Firstly you should issue a health warning with the healing.
<I do. See: Signs-Symptoms,
Healing
Crisis,
Processing Stuff Ok, since the healing I firstly
went into a loss situation which after a few days dropped down briefly
into a hopeless depression where I as good as broke down, that was on
the Saturday. That night I dream t that my apartment was on fire
(cleansing?) and woke the next morning full of life and with the urge
to cleanse the rooms of negative energies and bring fresh energies into
all the rooms, which I did. Since then have been through some difficult
emotions, have left my job, which I'd been thinking about for a while,
they didn't pay me which has made me look at how I use my finances.
I've also realized that I need to change my direction and stop avoiding
my purpose. Have started writing a book about life, a self help book
aimed at helping men to let go their masks and free up their emotions,
this I'd been planning to do for a while but hadn't actually started it.
Today was another 'release' point though I'm not sure what happened but
it seems something 'let go'. However, things still don't seem, 'as they
were' was what I was going to write but I obviously don't want them to
be 'as they were'. I still feel a bit unsettled is what I meant. Keith
M. from Hereford, UK
Info on
healing. Felt influx of energy throughout body and stronger
concentration at base chakra/spinal column. Energy built up and slowly
move up spine/core area up to the head. Then energy extended out from
core area into chakras and finally enveloped whole body. Energy, light,
consciousness continued to expand and heart chakra ballooned out until
whole body was inside a large ball of light. Very blissful, and still
feel cleansed and energetically enhanced and more conscious. Ken
David, Thank you so much for the healing last night! Without question
you have enlightened methods and cooperation from great higher powers!
Will be in touch regarding the advanced healing session...Sincerely,
Ken
I could
definitely feel some energy work going on during the session....I can
report that I have been sleeping better and more regularly. I continue
to strengthen my connection to spirit. My lifestyle continues to become
healthier, including more exercise. And I have more motivation and
faith in my ability to keep fine tuning and making adjustments. Well,
as motioned I am deepening my meditation/connection to spirit. I am
also expanding relationships within my family.... That's all for now.
Kent
I just
wanted to drop you a line and let you know a few things that are
happening. Sometimes (when there is a deep issue or truth coming to
me)I feel this very subtle and deep activity going on deep inside me.
It may take days or weeks till this "whatever" comes all the way up to
the surface. I have been feeling this way for two weeks. I'm not sure
what it is about but I'm sure it will reveal itself eventually.
When I was a child my mother would say something to me that was part
"true" and part "something not so right about it". This would create
confusion for me. I would even suspect that the truth had something odd
about it also... But since I have been doing this tithing, I find
myself relying more on my intuition and my dreams tend to be very clear
at times.
This brings up an issue that has plagued me since I was a child. I have
felt that if I let anyone know how I think -- I will be criticized and
made fun of. It feels like being put in prison or being hunted down to
be killed. It makes me feel like hiding myself and making sure I only
talk to people of like mind. When I do speak my mind it comes out with
too much force -- as if to say "I will be totally crushed if you don't
understand what I mean and I may go back into my shell and not tell
anybody anything for a very long time or at least till it feels safe or
I am brave enough to overcome my fear."
I have found myself twice in my life asking Jesus to help me. Once,
long ago I asked him to show me the way. Very soon after I learned a
special technique of meditation that really changed my life. Lately I
find myself asking him for the truth. Many truths have come to me over
my lifetime. Truths that cleared up beliefs and ideas that did not fit
me any longer. I'm wondering if I will be asking him for life. I want
to be passionate about something. I'm not sure what -- but something. I
know all this may seem vague or a little "off", but it is hard to
explain. I have been so depressed for most of my life. I feel like
sleeping beauty waking up after a hundred years -- what a shock! I basically want to grow -- move forward --go to the next level
--advance. This sleepiness, sleep walking, numbness needs to move. I've
got to grow or my roots will break the walls that close me in. It is a
slow process but I truly feel like it is moving quite fast in some
respects.
I am very appreciative of your help. I just keep watching what goes on each day and somehow I understand
some of the issues that come up. Thanks again. I'm really glad I did
this!!!!!!! Kora
David, The night before I started I had a dream that I was going on a
journey.The first part of the journey I was aware of where to go. Then
this man came in who was going to the same area. He gave me numbers of
routes to take. I saw the area like a map below me. The numbers 2,11,8
were the numbers of the highways. Then I got a brief picture of the
man's face.I saw his eyes, hair and forehead. He had very dark, curly
hair and large brown eyes. I think the area was around New Orleans. I
felt like I was going to go to the destitute parts of my life.
Interesting! I felt like I have been working on fear. Walking through
it. I also find myself more clear about matters that come up in my
life. It seems like I'm relying on my instincts more. I feel very
guided. Like someone is looking at my decisions and directing me away
from things that would not be helpful. Sometimes when I get to a glitch
it is like the inside of me is rearranging things. I wish this were
more clear. I really want to get my life in order so to speak. I think
that other lives are coming up to me in a present day situation. I am
being asked to work it differently. I see where my life has been so
ruled by fear -- not so freeing or flowing. Thank you so much. I really
am glad I am doing this. Also money has been coming very fast. Things
that would take a longer time are coming faster. This money order will
show that. Thanks again. Kora
Hi David. I need to ask you some questions about what's been going on
in my life. I've had some interesting experiences that are unusual, and
I'm getting a strong feeling that everything to you is pretty familiar
and not as exciting for you, but I need to ask you anyway... do we
create our reality by our desires, our very true desires?
Yes. Our
desires move us (subconsciously for the most part) to where we believe
they will be fulfilled. We say "Yes" and "No" constantly to our inner
impulses, and act from those choices, which then mold our inner - and
then outer reality
We experience as we wish?
We attract to us
the reality we like, and are repelled by the reality we dislike, so in
that way, we are pushed and pulled by our programing (our inner desires
and fears)... our inner being is molded (and programed) by our past.
Just like if you wear dark shades over your eyes to protect yourself
from the glare of the sun, so too will our stuff filter our objective
and subjective perception of reality. Much of the healing work
involves clearing up there old filters and past programs hidden deep
within, for as long as they are present, they continue to hold sway
over our perceptions of reality, coloring our experience accordingly.
In other words, as long as we have such stuff inside, we can never
see-feel-know life as it is, but rather, it is always bent by our
clouded perceptions. You say you want to wake up, be aware... this
requires removing these filters, these past programs... and in your
case, they are (apparently) felt as confusion, fear, and so on. It is a
good sign that these things are coming up in you (even though you may
not feel or think it is so). It means that what was hidden inside,
running your life, clouding your judgment, distorting your perceptions
of reality, is moving from the subconscious to the conscious, being
loosened from its fast hooks inside, rising up and releasing. As this
stuff comes up in your being, you may have these weird - so called "bad
feelings" (for a short time) but by feeling this, it means that they
are processing out of you - this is a good thing. Its important that
you not freak out but trust that what is happening is for your highest
and best good. Its all part of your particular healing process, part of
your soul agenda that you go through these experiences. Trust. You are
becoming what and who your higher self truly desires for you to be - to
be more awake and aware and alive. So just relax. You are ok. Things
are happening in an intense way, but this is unavoidable. You may find
yourself going more and more into your stuff in such intense ways, but
there will always be times of release. Its like a roller coaster... in
and out.Spirit is controlling the process, but you - by commissioning
this work with me - control the speed with which you go through. The
more work you do with us, the faster you will get to the other side of
your stuff (through the dark tunnel) and "See the Light"
Today I had the weirdest feeling I was in another land? For a
moment I thought I was God and everything out there is an illusion and
I'm the only one in the whole entire galaxy and I wrote out everything
and I decided everything. I thought my mom wasn't real, nor my sister,
nor anyone else in the world and I'm the only real thing. I thought
about it.... so we're all the same and we create our own realities?
You opened up to
one dimension or level of reality (and there are many). We as spirit
beings have the potential to journey beyond this limited physical
dimension, but when we try to hold on to one dimension or reality as
"the end all be all", we easily get stuck (attached is the word).
Spirituality is not about getting to anyone place, but flowing with
what is in any given moment... and spiritual healing is about removing
all attachments we have to any one person place or thing (even
attachments to so called "good" experiences), all in order to empower
our soul to fully flow in the moment and be free to easily journey
through all the dimensions and levels of reality, without getting stuck
in any one
Okay one experience I had at first that creeped me out was I was
thinking and really believing in the light and darkness. I went to the
extreme and thought myself as the light and I'm the good one... I
thought life was about good and bad. Once I did that the creepiest
thing happened!!!! I was on the bus and then a whole load of "evil"
looking people with evil vibes suddenly appeared!!!! I was so creeped
out and I kept calling out to the light and asking it to protect me and
then more "evil" people came around me.The more I decided I was the
light the more evil there was!!!!!!!!!! It was so utterly terrifying I
thought about God and how there are both good and bad and they are both
part of creation. Once I settled myself and neither believed in the
good or bad all these normal people came around, or better I felt calm.
It was the weirdest experience ever!!!! The "evil" people in the bus
and around me were truly scary... I was wondering if you had experience
something like that???? I am not making this up at all, the "evil" was
truly EVIL EVIL EVIL feeling... very heart pounding. Once I let loose
everything went back to normal. So really we create our experiences by
our deep desires... not exactly thoughts, but our heart desires?
Our experiences are
not always in our control, but programed by our past.When one is going
through the healing process, one is working through particular issues
and energies, and when this happens, those issues and energies manifest
in our outer reality for us to see (its called "mirroring"). When one
is totally free inside, then one is nonplussed by anything outside, but
sees-feels-thinks as God sees-feels-thinks. It is a wonderful life goal
to strive for - to be in such a neutral space,that life is exactly what
it is, not something we (our ego minds) create or "overlay" on top of.
Most people make life into something other than what it is... all to
make things more manageable and understandable, yet this distorts ones
experience of reality, and at some point, we must dismantle our
creations, or they shall continue to rule over us
Looking back at my life, I've really think that I did create all the
things that happened to me.
We have all created
many of these "Overlays" on top of our perceptions, esp when life is
painful, we try to make it something else. You have (apparently) have
had many painful experiences in your past lives, and so you have many
overlays that need to be removed (they are still there now as your
fears and confusions)
I really do think I've lived a pretty decent life.... quite happy in a
way.....
Spirit may may
allow a person to coast for years without them having to confront these
inner Overlays (stuff), but they are still there (like seeds, just
waiting to pop up). I suspect that you (like most people) have
subconsciously chosen to avoid those life experiences that would
confront your stuff. But life (as directed by the Higher Power)has a
tendency to sneak some monkey wrench into your well planed life, and
bring you to those experiences that mirror - confront - rattle your
comfort zones (those areas where you are stagnating). When one does
serious spiritual work (like what I offer here), you are consciously
giving spirit permission to accelerate this process (in a safe way I
might add)...all so that you may be free of your stuff. So no matter if
now, you are living a decent life and are happy, you are still (in some
hidden ways) being run by your programing, A rich person in a
mansion may live a decent life, but never have the opportunity to
confront his (or her) inner issues, and thus as a soul, be stagnating
within. If one always gets what one wants, then one doesn't have the
opportunity to confront ones internal limitations, and thus
spiritually, one doesn't grow. This is why the Buddha, as young Prince
Bodhidharma, left the comforts of his palace... to experience life as it
is. The message here is that we should look upon conflict (or other
discomforts) as blessings from spirit that help us on our life path, to
free us from our stuckness. Compared to life, this healing work moves
us through our stuckness in a more accelerated, easy, direct and
compete way
My first healing
session: (Intense and Beautiful)
...As I waited patiently for the arrival of a presence, I felt my egoic
mind rattling on in resistance, playing a chorus reel of "Free As A
Bird", by John Lennon. I tried to relax by breathing in and could see
your human face. I felt an enormous presence surround me and
shuddered-not in fear-in awe. I knew I was resisting, and could hear
your voice (as I imagine it sounding), talking with other Masters and
Guides. The presence relaxed (or I surrendered, I'm not sure-but I felt
more a tease). I heard a lot of ringing and buzzing next to my ears. My
hands opened and I lay with my arms open wide, as though I was on
across. I felt that I did not do this, again it felt as though I was
"led". I guess that is why they call it Surrender. And so it began.
I saw a violet blue ray, which looked more like a smoldering flame with
my inner eye, and I saw my feet inside my body, folded, and they
extended far away from my center, as though I was growing taller, like
a tree. I also saw above me a smoky brown sky with a brilliant
sun. I focused on the sun breaking through the clouds. I felt a lot of
cool energy around my heart chakra and at my feet. I felt a huge shot
of Kundalini from my feet to my throat, and shook, my legs and feet
elevated and shook. It was as though my body was being lifted but not
of my will or accord. This happened 3 or 4 times.
My forehead and head felt dull and "head achy" all the while. I heard
what sounded like a motorized rickshaw, I smelled a hint of burning
garbage (something I remember from India) and I heard a steady,
meditative rhythm of train tracks. Then I heard a wailing, red faced
baby in my solar plexus. I knew somehow that what was being revealed to
me had to do with my inner child. Then I felt my body (I don't know
which one, rise up, about 8 inches above my body). This happened a few
times. This was followed by a distressing feeling in my heart, as
though my inner eye saw and felt the unhealed parts amongst the parts
being cleared. My unprocessed grief. This was followed by a deep, heavy
peaceful, cool feeling from my feet to my neck. I feel into a deep
relaxation and saw images of a pink lotus flower and then a deep pink
rose.....
The healing continued this morning.
When I awoke, I had immense pain in my left ovary. It was worrisome to
me but I accepted it and cried and was introspective about healing and
rediscovering my feminine divinity. I have been wearing pearls today
(led by a guide) and drinking more water...the pain has subsided.
I have heard messages from Jesus about healing from being raped and
abused, about forgiving myself for feeling "forsaken by God"...that my
lesson is to "beware wolves in sheep's clothing who pretend to be
lovers". I was told to embrace my petite body and not to fear it, or my
beauty or grace. I may open my heart, be myself and continue towards
Christ Consciousness in safety and protection.
Spirit led me to dance...I was a ballet dancer for a decade....and as I
spun in pirouette, I HEARD a message in my heart, and filling with
rapture, I gained momentum and embraced it:
"Ah yea, but ye came from ME...ye came from ME." I felt a certainty and
calm come over me as I spun and agreed in my heart, "Yes, I AM." I
danced with divinity for a moment. It was wonderful.
THANK YOU for sharing your life-affirming gift. Kris M
I felt so
grounded and calm - even while interacting with customers all day! I
have not had this experience of feeling so safe and whole before. I
felt unable to think of a negative thought - even if a had wanted to-
it was as if there was a buffer or a screen protecting me from any form
of negativity or fear. I know it was a miracle! Love, Kristina
Eisenhower
from 9 to 9:20..I was feeling
tingle all over my arms....kind a still do. and felt little warm too.
and i do not know why... suddenly..I saw a animal looking girl's
face... but her face was purple... in my head. I do not know it is
something to do with anything. I think that is all I felt....close to
the end of session..I felt tingle strongly. Kumi Davis
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